Story

Assalam,
Hey,you guys.. As what you guys heard from all the rumors that i'm now single, meaning no more relationship with someone. Why? Well, that the hard one to explain actually. I broke up because my mother and also myself.
My mother noticed that I was getting lazy and dreaming all days and months. I also want to take a very good care about my family's honor. For myself, i was getting lost on my path, my own path. I know it weird but it true. I had to admit that I becoming wild and lost my-old-self since I couple. I don't blame my ex, it wasn't his fault. It was mine and why it was my fault? I can't tell it.
So I hope this short explaination will statified you guys. Further information, meet me tomorrow at girl's astaka. Insyaallah, I will be there. Thx..

Blue-Dragon/Lady of ShadoWish

Keep on moving...

Assalam,

I just can't belived that I done it.. but I'm sure the memory will pop back in my head and if that happen, I will watch it but still movin and marchin forward with my two leg towards what I really miss : My-really-old-self (as I called it)
Hm! Hating me is the most good thing in my life, actually. Even I hate myself.. I hate my choice that I got, I hate when every thing didn't go well, and the most hateful in myself is that I hate that, I let MYSELF be stupid until that stupid lead me to my dark memory-past..
I wish you understand but I'm a freak. No one, except my beloved mother and father who knows me, too well.

P.S, Taylor Swift Fifteen, here that song. One sentence that caught my ears and eyes is "...don't forget to look before you fall..."

Blue~Dragon/Lady of ShadoWish

Turning Point

Assalam,
I, erm, don't know how to say this but... yesturday was my turning point of every mess that I done. I know you'll guys wonder what the meaning of this but you'll guys know soon. I can't talk or write at here or at my own house so just wait.
Well, that's it.. See yaa..

Blue~Dragon/Lady of ShadowWish...