Holes Inside

Assalam,
a few days ago, my strugle start to rise, again. Friends, parents, education, time and myself. My biggest strugle is friends. Well, I realise had always been used by my friends in many ways, but I just do what they say like a gooood dog. I wish I could say to them that I hate being used but, I'm tooo nice. I don't want to bring them down so I swallow my feeling inside. God it so pain now!
My strugle with my parents isn't bad but sometimes it is. Education? Well, I'm kinda frustrated with that. It May now and my mid-year exam is soo around the conner and only less than 4 months, my biggest exam will come. Should I call it my Doom exam? Because if I fail to get straight As, I would be shame! My family are count on me now, to make our family's name rise and proud. Even they didn't torture me like I was 12 years old but I know they want to less my tension but turns out, I became more tension without the torture. (Yeah, I know. It weird)
Well, I think I have mentioned about time and myself? Huh, that's the hard one to explain but one thing for sure it connected with friends, parents, education and time. i got no one to speak or split it out about this, well, except one person. But that person doesn't understand my habits or myself. Hahaha! I tell you, no one in the school understand me, which is good and bad. Good because I'm the rare one in the school, Bad because no one know what I really wanted.
Well, God knows what going on with me. ;)
That's it for today, I guess. Bye

Lady ShadoWish~

P.S - I'm on my way to write my third novel so wish me luck! Hahahha

Wow!

Assalam,
hey, you guys. Sorry i didn't update a thing in my blog, even there is no one read my update but let pretend that someone did my update and hey, new dashboard? I almost thought I had the wrong website! It kinda weird to me but I'll do my best to understand it. Hehe.. That's all for this title, I'll continue with another title which I pray so hard not to talk about it in public but I cound't stand it anymore. I need to stand my ground! Bye!

Lady ShadoWish~

Dark Night : First Quest

This second book of Dark Night is about after the transformation from huntress to vampire, Marie had vow with her spirit witch, to serve her and protect the hunter and huntress and also witches. She live with her husband Alex happily until one night Lydia came and give her first mission to save a girl, Nicole Benson from her own twin brother, Nicholas Benson.
Marie and Alex travel around to search her and found her with her friends, the hunter and huntress. Nicole's friends knew who Marie is as the Elder Hunter called her the Lost Huntress because of her betrayal to the duty and for becoming a vampire and so they wanted to kill her but Nicole stop them and explain that her great-great-great acestor, Lydia, had send Marie to protect them and even teach them to be a witch and hunters. Soon, Marie find out that one of Nicole's friends, Selyen Sylvester is the last of her sister's generation and she is diffrent from the other huntress.
They journey continue on searching for an old powerful spell book that Lydia had hide in a cave where it been guard by a friendly werewolves clan that serve for Lydia. An expectedly, Marie found out that her old best friend, Samuel MacGate, is a werewolf. After they found the spell book, they decided to kill Nicole's twin forever and found out it wasn't easy as they both, Nicole and Nicholas share the same bound that if one of them die, the other will die too. Marie had to do something so that Nicole will alive and Nicholas will die forever.

Hahaha. That it, I think.. Hope one day I'll get the chance to publish it. ;)
Bye!

Lady ShadoWish