It holidays

Assalam,
well, as you guys know right now is holidays for raya so i'm sure you guys been busy buying new dress, pants, baking some 'kuih raya' and so on. I thought it gonna be fun this week but i found out today that the boring part just start along with the words happy. Urgh! It bugg me..!
I been doing the same thing again and again. Oh! Thanks to my friend, Divina, she let me borrowed her novel book, Vampires Academy. Through, i thought it was boring at first but the girl in the book have a bit same attitude like me so i'm going to read it until it finish and when i want more, I'm going to ask my mother out to Harris book store to buy the continue of the book. Hahaha.. I'm a book worm! Unbeliveable! Well, at least i fill my time with something like, imagenation? dream? It also make know more HOW to handle my emotional like anger, sad, dissapoint, and...love.
Okay, i just said that and it making me... more weird of myself? well, truely I don't see myself clearly but I like the way I handle my own situation and emotion by myself. Even my freinds don't even understand my attitude, feelings, and how i think about other things. The easy words is I am oppasite from everyone, which sometimes it killing me. Wanna know why? Because none of them understand my face or my feeling(except my parents, they know me well) but IF one of them understand me, he or she may just try to make me confortable or whatever, or just ignore me like they alway do.
Well, I don't want to tell more about my weird mind, life or attitude ( I like keeping things mysteries ). So good night.

p.s - the bad and the worst feeling that I always hate is missing something or someone. Grab that everyone!

Assalam,
Blue~Dragon