Time is Màna

Assalam,

Hey guys. It has been a while since I last update my own blog. My final and last exam, SPM is already over and we are free from homework and rules! Yeah but now we move on our saperate ways, only keep in touch through Whatsapp, Twitter and Facebook. Nonetheless, I wish all my friends well and happy as I continue living in my own not-so-happy life.

I had nothing to do in my free time except writing and continue to do my old 'homework' which is making a story or a novel or whatever you guys want to call them. I tried to write something before on this blog too but nothing cross my mind to talk or share about.

So today, Alhamdulillah I got a spirit to write and update this blog. I got a few poems or my, ermm, feeling that I guess I kind of write them in riddles. Haha, I don't know. I just wrote what I feel, that's it.

Okay, I'm out of juice. I'll post one of my poems soon. Thanks for your time. Bye and Dosvídaniyà.

LadyShadoWish

Raven (Poem)

Raven the bird,

How many people dislike it?

The blackness,

The virus that it brings.

Always cause sickness,

diseases,

and yes, death.

Now, I know why,

It significant death.

Besides the black of its feathers

And its act as a predator.

The stealthiness as it hunts,

Those night vision eyes will ignite,

And the black beak sharp as a knife.

It lives in the shadow,

Camouflage in the dark.

It hunts its prey,

Like a lightning struck.

It kills its prey

And eat the flesh.

Than maybe one day,

You're next!

Human (poem)

Mountain of heart,
River of blood,
Branches of bone,
And soil of muscle.
Here comes a vessel
Without a soul.

Blood will flow,
Heart will stop.
Light will fade,
Shadow will invade.
Fire will frost,
Ice shall burn.
Power will gain,
But soul shall lost.

So beware, dear brothers and sisters.
Life shall gone,
Death will embrace.

He is Everywhere

Dear Darkness,
Why are you the one who bring comforts,
When you were there to wait,
for my soul to be yours?

Between life and death,
Thou were there watching,
waiting, soothing,
numbing,
loving,
killing.

Oh how much I love your touch,
Embracing me
In those arms of coldness
and blackness of eternity.
But bring so much confusion
and fear inside me.

But O' Lord, I'm in love
With the man that everyone knows and afraid.
The man who is nothing but with cold heart,
The man who is nothing but Death himself.

Dear Darkness, my consort.
Thou are there, in night and day
And you shall have the light of me in one fine day.
But my love, my soul
It is hard for me to say
That my time is not today.

With love,
Your prey.

The Hybrid (Poem)

Maybe I was meant to be alone,
in the coldest place where darkness fold.
Nonetheless, my heart reject the touch of the Dark,
but I was not and never have the shine of the Light

Maybe I was born to be alone,
to stand between the Light and the Dark,
between the Fire and the Ice,
between the Right and the Wrong,
between the Truth and the Lies,
between the Angel and the Demon
within me.

I must admit,
I am neither an Angel nor a Demon,
Neither a Slave or a Master.
But I must choose the gate,
between who I am
and who I am not.

Thou see, it is all about a choice,
but I see none of them at all.
I stay in the middle, among the crowd,
slowly surrender and let me drown.
I cannot feel my heart or my brain,
what do I feel is my empty Soul.

Now alone in the dark,
with silver Moonlight guide my path.
All I see is my Death,
that I refused to take and needed Life.
How can I live in this lonely pain,
when I had nothing to gain.

Dear Goddess of the Sun and the Moon,
Goddess of the Light and the Dark,
Goddess of the Fire and the Ice,
Goddess of the Truth and the Lies.
Guide me, answer me.
How can I live in this Hybrid realm?

The Barriers Within Us (Poem)

Sometimes, I wonder
Does good means good,
and bad means evil?
Does pure means cure,
and blackness means damage?
Does right means truth,
and wrong means lies?

I thought, I pledged to the darkness,
But I have truth and speak with my life
And I thought I brought peace by honesty,
Instead I brought destruction and chaos.

Sometimes, I wonder
Where am I, in between the light and the dark?
Between the good and the evil?
Between the truth and the lies?
Between cure and infected?
Between the angel and the demon.

Now I wonder in myself,
Who brought the peace and joy,
The angel herself or me myself?
And who brought the chaos and anger,
The demon herself or me myself?