The Elements of Shadow (Re-post from Twitter)

Fire burn my heart,
Water drown my soul.
Earth buried my body,
Air blown me away
To the Land of Shadow
and Darkness Lair.


LadyShadoWishes.
 https://twitter.com/DianaShadoWish/status/394443197872500736

Just A Little Quote

Lady ShadoWish

Here by Me

"Once there's blood But no heart. Now I have heart But no blood. But when I found you I found my blood, my life. That's complete my heart."

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Here I Am!

Assalam,

Hey, guys! It had been a while that I haven't update my blog, eh? Well, you know my reasons are; homework, school, some jack-asses, brothers, sisters, parents, and more. @#&^~_#^E~^- Really, it's jamming my damn mind.
Okay, just to fill my blog, I'm just gonna give a few info about what happen. First, I had to 'On Hold' my third novel Dark Night: The Union. Second, I can't help myself writing my new novel, Save The Last Pain. Third, my friends keep asking me to share my stories in Wattpad but I was afraid that someone might steal my ideas. Forth, everything start to get a little chaos when my mom has some kind of, I think, tumor and she keep firing her anger at us.
*Sigh. I don't know what's going on with us/me but I think Allah SWT is testing me and sadly I'm not doing a good job.
Well, I don't know what else to say so here's my exit. Bye. Dosvidaniya.

LadyShadoWish

Roses Are Red, Minds Are Cruel

Assalam,

hey, guys! I know it's been a while that I haven't update my blog. Yeah, I had been busy in school, home and mostly I had been thinking a lot until I have a headache in the morning. and I know I'm late to tell that it's Ramadhan so we (all Muslim) are pretty busy fasting and shopping for Raya/Syawal. 

Sooo.... did I mention that I was busy thinking? I did! So, yeah I been thinking and creating my third novel of The Dark Night: The Union (and I swear to god, I still haven't finish it and it's so frustrating!). I got problem with it like I lost my damn memory on how the story end so I keep getting stuck on the road. Second, a new story pop in my head and hate it because it distracted me! Honestly, I'm scared that I'm gonna have a brain cancer for thinking too much! Then, I got peer problem or more specific, boys problem.

 Yeah, I started to hate boys. There was this guy (Which I am NOT going to admit that he was my ex) 'confessed' to me that he wants me back. Hah! Bullshit! Count me OUT! Then, that jerk/asshole started to spied or stalking me. Pretty creepy and he didn't want to admit it that he spied on me. Honestly, I WANT TO KICK HIS DAMN ASS! Stupid boy. I don't know what else to do than ignore that moron and asked my boyfriends to kick him off my back. It worked a little.

But seriously, why he is so damn stupid? When a girl said NO mean DOUBLE NO. why can't he grab it and get lost? I'm not good at this so if you guys are reading this, please suggest what should I do (Besides talking to him, I am not going to talk to that bastard). I really appreciate it.

So that's it. I just blast everything from my heart and head and wish me luck on finishing my novel (again). So... Goodbye/Dosvidaniya. 

LadyShadoWish

The Huntress 2 (poem)

That girl you know had long gone.
Shadows have swallow and changed her all.
Every emotional she felt are dead and gone.
Only her loyalty and bravery stand tall.

Claim the lights, claim the shadows.
Claim all that make them swallow.
Claim the days, claim the nights.
Claim everything that make me a knight.

I am not a full bloom huntress.
But I protect my family from all darkness.
My love to my friends like a sisters.
And I shall guard them like their shadows.

So beware, dear people!
I do not bow to other human.
I stand tall and let you cripple.
And I shall do it to all demon.

Feel the wrath of the huntress.
When I brush my dagger across you throat.
Feel the heartless of the huntress.
When I left you bleeding on the red dead road, alone.

The Huntress (Poem)

Night is my rising,
Darkness is my strength
Count one to ten
Thou shall found your death.

To kill, I must in every night.
To keep the balance between wrong and right.
I kill the evil and save the good,
I banish the lies and force the truths,
but when it comes to me, I'll confused.

Life as a huntress is not easy
Live in nights, silents in days
Speed and strength is what I need
To killed, or be killed.

No time to love, no time to care
All I know is I must beware.
But God bond my soul with my mate,
Because when time has come,
I shall found my eternal fate.

When Things Didn't Quite Make Out

Assalam,
hey guys. What's up? I hope and wish you guys are well, of course. So here is a little bit serious topic I would like to talk about which it keeps bother me recently. (A bit religious)
Have you ever plan something and that plan didn't quite make it because of certain reason and you feel very frustrated about that? Well, I'm sure EVERYONE around the world had experienced this situation before. We got 2 different type of reaction when this situation happens. Some people faced it like 'Oh, never mind. I can try another day.', but some people couldn't accept it like 'Why is this happening? I planned this for months!'. So let me get this straight; I hate the people with the second reaction.
Yes, we planned something and really look forward to accomplish it, but when things didn't work well, we shouldn't like blame it on someone, we have to accept it willingly or unwillingly. Sometimes this happen because God is trying to say something to us or He try to save us from something, maybe like an accident. Well, in Islam, which is my religion, taught us to do something with all your heart but when something stop us we have to accept it, because maybe there's a bit benefits from that.
I don't know how to explain this in detail but please don't get mad when this happen to you, it's like you were blaming God for what had happen. No offence guys, I'm just... well, reminding? Telling? I don't know but I hope that when things like this happen, please, just please don't blame it on someone else. Stand in front of a mirror and take a look at yourselves. Are you prefect? Do you always right about something? Does everything that you do is the right thing? Sometimes we had to blame it to ourselves because maybe we did something bad in the past and God wanted to pay back or to teach something.
So as a conclusion, don't blame it on fate or destiny or someone. Maybe there IS some benefits when things didn't work well.
I think I'll stop here, so Goodnight/day to you.

LadyShadoWish

On Hold

Assalam,
hey, guys! What's up? Hope you guys are as health as an ox. So I'm having my examination weeks which it was like hell!!! My fingers hurt badly and I barely feel them. And because of this mid year exam I have on hold everything including my blog and my novels.
Yeah, did I ever mention that I had started writing the third novel of Dark Night? So yeah, I'm still working on it and this exam is getting in my way. I need to finish them like RIGHT NOW but then I had to focus on my exam or I'll fail and my parents gonna punish me. So I'm just going to give you a glimpse of it.

Just as Marie settle down and start to blend with all the Hunter and the Witch at her home town with Alex by her side and her friends, new quest rolling in and she with Alex set off again. But this time it would be very challenging because she going to cross all the supernatural kingdoms' rules; the Vampire Kingdom, Werewolf Kingdom, Witch Kingdom and Hunter Kingdom. Soon she know who was the rightful heir for the throne; The Lost Sisters and she must find them and protect them and even teach them how to kill the Kings and Queens of the Kingdoms. At the same time, she realize she was not who she really think was. She realize more truth about about her dark side and struggle to hold on the light. More truth uncover when she found out that her twin sisters were still alive, and so was her lost brother. With the responsibilities she had for the The Lost Sisters, her brother trying to steal her tittle as the leader of the Silver Bloodline and her dark side start to a rise inside her, will she be able to complete her quest and balance the supernatural world before the war start?

So that a little of sneak peek from my third novels and wish me luck to complete them as soon as possible. That's it for today. Thanks for visiting! Dosvidaniya!
Assalam,

LadyShadoWish

My Dreams

Assalam,

hey, guys! what's up? First of all, I got excited when I saw that some people from RUSSIA visit this blog!!! I am so excited like hell! I know my blog is not cool but I still wanted to have friends from Russia.
Why Russia? I don't know! I always wanted to go there since I was 11!!! It was start when I saw my brothers played Command and Conquer: Red Alert 2. I kept seeing the Soviet flags over and over and my brothers said that once Russia was the strongest country in the world. And from the word Russia, it sound like a bad-ass country. So right that moment I swear I'm going to study there and well, maybe have my own private house over there.
So I'm try to learn Russian language from the internet. It's kind of hard to pronounce the word but hey, practices make prefects, right? But there's a bit tiny little problem. I have asthma. I know Russia is freaking cold but I have to get there. It's my dream. I want to go there. My mom always said that I won't stay there for a long time because of the weather but she's so damn wrong. I'm going there one day and make Russia my second home.
Well, that's it. Thanks again for visiting my blog, people from Russia. You made my day better today. I hope you guys will follow me in twitter https://twitter.com/DianaShadoWish . Dosvidaniya! Yiak Lublub tibiya, Russia!

Just A Night (Poem)

My love,
Please hold me tight.
When the time flies by,
I want you by my side.
Please hold me just a night,
Then, I'll keep you, forever in my heart.

Catching Up

Assalam,

hey guys! what's up? Yeah, I know it's been a while that I didn't update my blog. I was super-duper busy with the international competition in Singapore. I missed almost all my subject and now I feel like I don't have a brain at all. Kindda awful and it really freak me out.
So it's school holidays, again and it's only for a week!!! I want more at least 2 weeks! 1 week for study and 1 week for enjoy but surely that's not going to happen at all unless I have a serious fever. Well, nothing special when I was busy except feeling so lonely. Yeah, of course I feel so lonely. My Best buddies are far away from me. Even though Nikita's house was not so far from my house but I'm the type of girl who like to hide under the bed, or coffin. So I have nothing to tell about my business except my emotional.
Yurp, emotional. Most girl in the world got it all over them. Me? Well, it just getting started in me. I, err, kind of miss someone. I'm not so sure if the 'someone' is special or not but it got the effect on me. I told this thing to my nearest friend and she doesn't believe me. She said I was to weird to said that. Hahaha! Well, I was shocked too.
But now the emotional is, at peace, for now. I got my MP4 to aid me and my novels. and talk about novels i can't wait for the next series of the Bloodlines from Richelle Mead! The release date is in November and God I can't wait that long, man! urgh! I just have to look at other book while waiting for November.
I guess that's it. Need to catch my beauty sleep (not that soo beauty in me). Night, everyone.

LadyShadoWishes.

Just Numb It

Assalam,

hey guys. Sorry I didn't update my blog this few weeks (or this year). I was very busy with homework and dreaming. Yeah, dreaming, thinking, imaging, suffocating, drowning, and a lot more. What I have been dreaming and thinking? Well, good question. I wish I could answer that. But one word keeps rolling in my head; losing. Losing has a lot of meaning but in this topic, it's about losing someone. It's not losing someone as that person is dead, hell no! But losing someone from your daily life, like slipping away from you. I don't know how to describe it but I'm sure everyone in this world have lost somebody they cared.
Guess I just lost mine.
But I think it for the best of losing him. (Yeah, a boy.) He had done a great thing in our school. He's smart that's why he got an offer to a boarding school and that's why I'll be losing him. It felt like someone just shot me and there's a hole through my chest, but I won't let it bleeding heavily. The moment you feel like that, you know you have to numb it, isn't it? It's painful and for me it's suffocating. So I choose to ignore.
But they said ignoring something that stuck in your heart is gonna cost you badly. Some said if you keep it to yourselves, you might end up going crazy and some said it'll makes you lost your focus. I never believed the first one but the second one is kind of bothering me. I had tried to find my way to numb it and I just found few that works. Wanna know some? This is actually my way to numb the pain inside.

1. Play some music. Make sure it beat is fast like a rap or hip hop or  electronic sound and other fast beats like David Guetta, Ne Yo, Flo Rida and more, right? I only know my favorites. And try some a little gothic, rock and alternative too. Like Muse, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Within Temptation and more. The bass will absolutely feels great when my heart is in pain.
2. Novels. Read them all over again and again. I'm a book worm. For this two weeks I spend my time searching and buying new novels. They're were the best treatment for your broken heart.
3. Spill it. I'm sure you got your best friend so why don't you just confess you problem to them? But I hardly use this one, because I don't want people to know that I'm in pain. That's the problem in me so don't copy, it's really bad if you keep it away inside your heart and the hole will get worse.
4. Write something. Poems will do the trick. I'm not good at it but I'm still trying to creates some poems by myself.
5. Shout it out! but make sure nobody see you shouting all of sudden. You know what I mean.
6. Watch the darkness. The moon, stars, the night, the shadow and more. I'm not the type of gothic girl but I like the dark. It really relaxing and comforting. I'm sure it work to anyone, except to the people who scared of the dark.

I guess that's it. This is how I numb the bleeding inside me. Some how I just want to smoke like father always do when he was a little frustrated but I'll end up having an ache on my face. If you know what I mean. So I guess that's it that I want to share. Got to go and finish my reading. Goodnight for Malaysia.

LadyShadoWish

Know the Meaning!