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"Once there's blood But no heart. Now I have heart But no blood. But when I found you I found my blood, my life. That's complete my heart."

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Here I Am!

Assalam,

Hey, guys! It had been a while that I haven't update my blog, eh? Well, you know my reasons are; homework, school, some jack-asses, brothers, sisters, parents, and more. @#&^~_#^E~^- Really, it's jamming my damn mind.
Okay, just to fill my blog, I'm just gonna give a few info about what happen. First, I had to 'On Hold' my third novel Dark Night: The Union. Second, I can't help myself writing my new novel, Save The Last Pain. Third, my friends keep asking me to share my stories in Wattpad but I was afraid that someone might steal my ideas. Forth, everything start to get a little chaos when my mom has some kind of, I think, tumor and she keep firing her anger at us.
*Sigh. I don't know what's going on with us/me but I think Allah SWT is testing me and sadly I'm not doing a good job.
Well, I don't know what else to say so here's my exit. Bye. Dosvidaniya.

LadyShadoWish

Roses Are Red, Minds Are Cruel

Assalam,

hey, guys! I know it's been a while that I haven't update my blog. Yeah, I had been busy in school, home and mostly I had been thinking a lot until I have a headache in the morning. and I know I'm late to tell that it's Ramadhan so we (all Muslim) are pretty busy fasting and shopping for Raya/Syawal. 

Sooo.... did I mention that I was busy thinking? I did! So, yeah I been thinking and creating my third novel of The Dark Night: The Union (and I swear to god, I still haven't finish it and it's so frustrating!). I got problem with it like I lost my damn memory on how the story end so I keep getting stuck on the road. Second, a new story pop in my head and hate it because it distracted me! Honestly, I'm scared that I'm gonna have a brain cancer for thinking too much! Then, I got peer problem or more specific, boys problem.

 Yeah, I started to hate boys. There was this guy (Which I am NOT going to admit that he was my ex) 'confessed' to me that he wants me back. Hah! Bullshit! Count me OUT! Then, that jerk/asshole started to spied or stalking me. Pretty creepy and he didn't want to admit it that he spied on me. Honestly, I WANT TO KICK HIS DAMN ASS! Stupid boy. I don't know what else to do than ignore that moron and asked my boyfriends to kick him off my back. It worked a little.

But seriously, why he is so damn stupid? When a girl said NO mean DOUBLE NO. why can't he grab it and get lost? I'm not good at this so if you guys are reading this, please suggest what should I do (Besides talking to him, I am not going to talk to that bastard). I really appreciate it.

So that's it. I just blast everything from my heart and head and wish me luck on finishing my novel (again). So... Goodbye/Dosvidaniya. 

LadyShadoWish