Apologize

Assalam,
 hey! I'm back, with, pain and sorrow in my heart. Why? Well, Remember my last update (BrokenHearted)? Well, the boy read it. Let me get this straight, man. It is not your fault that I start to un-focus, it not your fault that my father won't let me chat with you, it is so damn not your fault! If you keep on blaming yourselves, well, it useless. Because I'm a girl, that been trained not to cause damage on someone dreams and I don't want to be the girl that cause someone's dreams disappear! I just want to make people, around me, happy. What I'm trying to say is, just, don't worry about me or don't blame yourselves on what had happen to me.
Hey, remember when Amin Idris said 'we need stress to success'? You just need to change the word 'stress' into 'pain' and 'success' into 'keep on living'. To all that reading this, don't get me wrong okay? I'm not making a suicide if I had no pain. At least when I'm happy with all my friends happy, I'll just write a poem. I wish could write a happy poem right now but all I see is sorrow so I guess next time then.
I guess that's it. Bye now.



Through darkness of night, I feel no fears.
Through darkness of night, I feel the tears.
Please!
Let the rain pour, to wash my face.
Let the rain pour, to erase my pain.

LadyShadoWish